We started this new day at midnight listening to a song by Anthony Brown and Group Therapy The words ringing in my head “You thought I was worth saving.” I look at my Girl with this new #6 cuffed tracheostomy tube and I watch her ventilator and her vital signs on the many monitors with sounds of bells and alarms. I know that her Platelets are 19 and she has required more intensive care. Nurse Blake is working the 7am shift. I prepare to go home to rest after prayer and repeating Psalm 8:9 “O LORD, our LORD, How excellent is Your Name.”